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Someone is waiting to LOVE YOU...
Hi all, I am Rohith. 27 Yrs. Having read and enjoyed most of the stories in this wonderful site, I would like to share my real experience which happened 8 years ago.
This is about my first urge to have sex with my relative Seema who is 3 years elder than me. My first desire remains as just desire until now. I have to say this first since I don't want to waste your time. I can never forget those days when I and Seema stayed together. So many years have passed and still I cannot forget those moments. This was my first incident of my life and it was there after I started to fantasize having sex with my Seema. Now I am married and am living happily with my wife. But still I regret many times about having missed the opportunity to fulfill my first sexual desire with my Seema. But I really do not know what was in her mind, if she had the same intentions as I had.
During summer holidays, Seema (name changed) came to our house along with her brother and parents. Their plan was to stay for a couple of days and go back to Hyderabad. We used to have fun playing cards and video games all day. Seema is tall and very beautiful. I was a bit shy by nature during those days but Seema used to interact very casually with me. We were all having fun playing cards and video games all day. Those 3 Days passed on quickly and to be frank I dint have any sexual feeling towards her initially. Her parents wanted Seema to stay with us for a month since she was getting married after two months and they wanted her to learn cooking from my mom.
Seema and I used to play video games during the day and then sleep together on same bed in my room. As days passed, we became very close and she used to hold my hands while talking to me and make funny faces to tease me. I was so mad about her and used to think about having sex with her all day. She used to wear Skirt and top most of the time and at times while she was sleeping I used to watch her closely, her legs, her boobs, her face and It was then I realized girls used too have hairs on their legs. At times, while she sleeps I lifted her skirts and tried to have a look at her private parts but she wore panties all the time. I used to think about finding ways to somehow have sex with her but I was really not sure if she too had any interest in the same. One day, lying over bed, she asked me if I had any girlfriends. Unfortunately I dint have any girlfriend that time. I thought if I say yes, then her next question (which I assumed) would be if I had sex with her. I said yes and to my surprise she asked me the same question which I had guessed. She was interested in knowing what all I did. I told her whatever came in my mind (imagination) during that time…After hearing all, she said that I was lying and dint agree that I had sex with her. I was very embarrassed and then went to sleep that night.
After that night I was very desperate and masturbated at least twice thinking about her. She used to go to toilet before bed and at times I used to smell her juice whenever her hands came close to me. I knew that she had masturbated in the toilet. That smell used to turn me on. I lost my sleep during those nights. God! What's in girls mind, no one knows. Only when few more days were left for her to go back to Hyderabad, one night I gained all the courage and during mid night I tried to brush my raised cock against her gorgeous butt, but she just moved forward. I thought she dint like it so I was very disappointed and couldn't sleep the whole night. I was very scared that she would tell this to somebody. But the next morning she was talking to me casually as before. I was totally confused by that. After that I never dared to attempt that again.
After she left, I spent sleepless nights thinking about that night when she asked me that question, "If I have had sex with my girl friend?" Till today I do not know if a girl can ask this question frankly to a friend / relative? I do not know if my story will get published or not, but if it does, it would be great if readers could provide your feedback @ brownluv3@gmail.com
Thanks
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