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Someone is waiting to LOVE YOU...
Hi all, I'm Namita here I知 sharing some of my real life experiences and my feelings. I would love to hear your comments. Please write to me at netbird1718@gmail.com.
I really enjoyed the fantasy of my colleague fucking me. That was the first time ever I imagined another man. And doing it with the help of my BF is amazing, cause it left me with no guilt in my mind. After that experience it was like a new girl wok up within me. Whenever I was in the presence of men I felt like they all wanted me. I don稚 know. But one can imagine the state of 28-year-old single girl, whose pussy already had the taste of a dick
It was fist time I entered into office, after fantasizing my colleague. I sat at my desk. Bit nervous to face him. On the way to office my mind was preoccupied with these thoughts. Even in the crowd, I felt the presence of my pussy. I felt men imagining me naked.
As usual he came to my desk as if I知 his whore (I felt that way). With my heart pounding I turned and looked at him, my looks went down to his pants without my control, immediately I turned my eyes and looked back at his face. I like his eye contact. I felt his looks reaching my heart. His smiley eyes are like as if he knew that my pussy is wet.
Though I was little uncomfortable, I wanted him to stay there and watch me. Observe my beauties. I wished one day he would lift my skirt and see my cunt. While he was talking to me my mind was trying to imagine how nice if he grab me from behind and own my boobs. I had an uncontrollable desire to kneel down before him and take his hard leaking dick in my mouth. I don稚 know what is happening to me, but I would not have thought of these things, not even in my dreams, couple of years ago. I知 surprised at the intensity of desires I知 having. But I知 afraid of the society and its consequences. I know for sure, if there were no strings attached every pussy would have a hell of a time.
The credit goes to my BF. He loves me so much that once he confessed that it would be a shame if such a hot cunt would have only one cock in its entire life. And I knew he meant it. May be that love liberated me.
Our brain is conditioned for centuries that sex is sin or a woman should have only one-man etc. but is it true? What is absolute truth? I feel truth cannot be told but one has to find for oneself. One can see the truth only when one keeps a side all belief systems, all the junk accumulated in our minds from centuries. That is seeking the truth with neutral mind. If that is the case what a girl want? What a girl who is born and brought up in a jungle will think? Say her mind is primitive and not corrupted by any cultural beliefs. What would she want when she becomes woman? What would she do if she happened to be in a cave full of handsome Tarzans? I知 feeling the same way. I知 feeling like a girl from a deep jungle. My mind knows of only jungle rules. Nothing more.
I was walking with him to the cafeteria. He has absolutely no idea that I fucked him in my fantasies. He is under the impression that I知 an innocent traditional girl next door. He has no freaking idea that I desperately want to take his cock in my mouth. I wondered how big is his dick.I wanted at least once, I should get fucked by him.
Had he knew that I trimmed my pussy today thinking he might see it, he would be having me in the parking lot in the next 15 minutes.
It is not the fuck, but the thought of I am getting laid by my colleague is tempting.
It is not just sex but I becoming his slut giving me kick. I feel once a girl sexually liberated nothing is enough for her. I wonder how many dicks I will have in my entire life. How many men will enjoy my feminineness? But right now all want is my colleague fills my cunt with his hot cum. That he makes me his slut and that he should fuck me whenever or wherever he wants. I wanted to look into his eyes when he put his cock in my cunt. It is like I知 his. Looks like the crush I have on him making me to want his hard cock in my mouth. I think a girl needs some feelings to suck ones dick.
While coming back from the coffee, he asked me for a date. I was exited and afraid. I know for sure if I go on date I will return only as his slut and will loose all rights on my cunt to him. But the thought is irresistible. I will beg my BF to allow me to go. . I知 feeling confident. I知 really exited. Life is looking beautiful like never before.
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